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Son of the Hills

by Ben Greenberg

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1.
The end of the line is coming The river of time just won’t stop running You try to save what you found on the way But it melts through your mouth like honey Your childhood days are over And joy has become like a four-leaf clover You fall to the ground and you start to cry out But everyone’s cold on the shoulder Where is the light and how do I find it? Am I seeing clearly or have I been blinded? What’s the use of even trying If it all comes to nothing at the end of the line? There’s a wicked wind blowing And the fear in your chest is growing Feel that current below, oh it’s pulling me low down Let it pull you down Here is the shadow valley Where all walk alone and all are weary The weight on your mind has you falling behind Is it more than your soul can carry? Where is the light and how do I find it? Am I seeing clearly or have I been blinded? I’m waiting for someone to give me a sign That it won’t be for nothing at the end of the line Will it just come to nothing at the end of the line?
2.
River 03:44
Won’t you give me what you got right now You say you’re waiting ‘til it feels just right Well I know it’s only gonna get better with time, but honey Don’t you wait too long to shine that light Well I wouldn’t want to seem greedy But you’ve been holding back so much love And I hope you don’t think I’m needy But you’re the only thing I’ve been dreaming of And it might not be perfection And we might get a little bit lost But I’ll be right with you darling Until we find our way across this river Listen to the promise I’m making If you can let go of those old fears You ain’t never gonna be forsaken I’m gonna love away all your tears And it might not be perfection And we might get a little bit lost But I’ll be right with you darling Until we find our way across this river
3.
Driving on the highway Is getting mighty tiring I think I’ve been misfiring In the heat of the desert sun I made it down to LA But I lost something along the way The northern breeze is calling me And I need to see your face So take me away from the city lights They’re a little too bright for me tonight I wanna see that old moon shine Through the branches of the northern pines I’m trying to get my head straight But the devil keeps me working late Distraction tempts my mind away So am I really living well Well the days are getting longer So my will to face them must be stronger The way the pressure’s coming on I’ll be a diamond someday soon So take me away from the city lights They’re a little too bright for me tonight I wanna see your starry eyes Through the branches of the northern pines So take me away from the city lights They’re a little too bright for me tonight I wanna see that old moon shine And feel your sweet hands holding mine Beneath the branches of the northern pines
4.
Let You Down 03:44
Running the numbers, and I’m running out Faced with my failures, closer with every round Cutting the corners, but it’s death by papercuts If I asked you, would you help me get back up There’s a whole lot of shit that I’m not sure about I could use your love while I’m workin it out But I didn’t call you so many times there’s too much doubt What am I doing What if I’ve let you down What am I losing What would you think of me now So this is my burden, this is my compromise Been leaving out details, leaning on little lies Imagining judgement everywhere I go Feeding the demon, then pushing it deep below So I pick up my check and I sneak out the back Try to hide from the shame of the things that I lack But pen hits the paper so many times and you can’t go back What am I doing What if I’ve let you down What am I losing What would you think of me now It isn’t the choice, it’s the reason I made it I should have been strong like the man you raised me to be And I feel the weakness that runs through my bones and I hate it And I don’t ever want you to see What am I doing What if I’ve let you down What am I losing What would you think of me now Ooh, ooh...
5.
Sparrow 02:18
Sparrow, are you singing ‘bout your love Are you waiting for the happy days to come Don’t you know, I can’t think of nothing else My heart is always on my mind and my mind is on itself And I know it’s no way to catch her eye I should be an early bird and bid my tears goodbye Working for my bread, that’s a better way to be Maybe then she’d see my worth and spend her days with me She’s driving down to see me on a sunny summer day I’m thinking on the things I want to say Sparrow, won’t you wish me more than all the best You know I’m gonna need better luck if I’m to make my nest And if only she would let me catch her eye I could be her morning bird and she would be my blue sky I would sing my pretty song to keep away her tears Together we could share a love to last for all our years Sparrow, are you singing ‘bout your love Are you waiting for the happy days to come Don’t you know, I can’t think of nothing else My lonely heart is on my mind and my mind is on itself
6.
I grew up in the town between the city and the country The California boundary I was a little boy in a middle class family At the end of the century And my daddy worked at a very good company With benefits and a salary So we wanted for nothing The American Dream Was I a little too free? Did I have it too easy? Maybe Well I never knew that life out in the country Where they work hard to make their money But I knew the taste of milk and honey In my suburban luxury And now I’m trying to live in the heart of the city Where the lights are so pretty But the pace is a frenzy And I’m not strong as I need to be I almost wish that I’d seen A bit more struggle and need Cos now my living ain’t as free As it used to be
7.
Our Lady 03:35
Esmeralda, our world is turning I tried to save you, but Our Lady's burning The great cathedral is crumbling down And fate awaits us, it won't be long now High above the city, I've laid my claim On a sanctuary preserved in vain I'm alone here with the tolling bells For whom they're ringing, only time will tell Oh, and even angels die Oh, and I will never know why Esmeralda, in a hundred years Who will remember, and who will care? Did you ever love me? Well, I wish I knew But our bones are dust now, and they'll be ashes soon
8.
For Nick 03:39
Do you rest easy now, tired one Have you laid down your troubles by the golden fading sun And does the rosy moon still hold you in her arms With her strange sweet charms Will anybody ever know Where did you come from, and where did you go And how can it be you didn’t see the wide blue skies In your own glowing eyes There are so many endlessly colored ways And so much could be worth your nights and your days And every morning hymn you’ve sung is still so clear They’ve been ringing in my ears
9.
When I’m low, I gotta climb up to the high ground And look across the valley down below me It puts me in my place, feeling small upon the hillside My horizons are so wide and so far away I’m a son of the hills, and I know myself by silence At times it’s hard to find it, like I’m forgetting my own name But then you remind me, there’s a reason I’m still trying So I’m looking on the bright side Where the sun is shining down on the hills And when I’m there, and the sun has started setting Your voice is full of questions, will you hear me? That old look on your face, the lines there have been deepening There’s things I’ve been keeping in, things I want to say I’m coming down from the hills, well I’ve been keeping quiet But I want to break the silence, and I know you want the same Won’t you let me remind you, there’s a reason we’re still trying I think I found where the sun's been shining down On your son of the hills
10.
Mirror, mirror on the wall Does she care for me at all She loves me not, she loves me so Could it be I’ll never know, could it be I’ll never know Mirror, mirror can you see Who my love is meant to be I thought I loved her along, Could it be that I was wrong, could it be that I was wrong Mirror, mirror can you say Will I find my love today I’ve waited patient as can be Maybe you could wait with me, maybe you could wait with me

about

I could not have made this record alone, and I am deeply grateful to all the incredible people who helped me. Thank you first and foremost to my producer and friend, Jordan Ruiz. His dedication to making honest music, his collaborative spirit, his creativity and positivity, his growth mindset, and most of all the heart he puts into everything are incredible gifts to everyone around him. Thank you to all the wonderful musicians listed below for contributing their talents - they made these recordings richer and more lovely than I could have imagined. Thanks to Joe Hutchinson at Garage Masters for being generous with his time and for finding just the right finishing touches. Thank you to Tammie Valer for her gorgeous photography and for putting together this album design.
Thank you to all my family and friends for supporting and believing in me; I wouldn’t be here without you. Thanks to the many teachers and mentors in my life who encouraged me to grow and learn and reach for something, even when I was doubtful of the worth of trying. Thank you to all the wonderful friends and supporters I’ve met online since releasing this music, who have helped me feel more tethered to the world during the past year. Special thanks to my generous patrons on Patreon for their direct support of my endeavors. Thanks to my housemates at the Island for giving me a home where I can make music and work on myself. Thanks to Good Folk LA for giving me another sort of home when I was feeling a bit lost. Thank you to the creative, loving spirit of the universe for guidance (if you have time and it’s not a bother, could you please help with some other stuff here on Earth? We’re having a hard time with… well, a lot of things). And of course, my deep and heartfelt thanks to YOU (yes, you!) for supporting my music and for taking the time to listen to these songs.

Love,
Ben

credits

released March 19, 2021

Ben Greenberg: vocals, acoustic guitar, banjo, electric guitar, mandolin, piano, wurlitzer, synth
Jordan Ruiz: backing vocals, acoustic guitar, banjo, electric guitar, electric bass, pedal steel, piano, organ, wurlitzer, keyboards, drums, percussion, drum programming
Dylan Hayden: drums, percussion
Jason Goldstein: piano, keyboard
Max Schwartz: banjo, double bass
Phoebe Silva: violin
Jane Kim: cello
Ethan Sherman: electric guitar, lap steel
Simón Wilson, Eve Elliot: backing vocals on “Mirror, Mirror”

Produced and mixed by Jordan Ruiz www.thejordanruiz.com
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson at Garage Masters in Nashville, TN www.garagemasters.net

Recorded at Hilltop Studios in Rancho Palos Verdes, CA

All songs written by Ben Greenberg, except “Let You Down” and “Son of the Hills” written by Ben Greenberg & Jordan Ruiz

Photography and album design by Tammie Valer www.ojodeloba.com

www.bengreenbergmusic.com

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